Monday, December 19, 2011

and then i wasn't sure...

dear monday...

dear monday, again?! i wasn't ready for another monday.

dear 2011, please end now. thank you. i don't know what it is about the end of the year, but i always just start thinking about the year and how it compares to previous years, and then i get all nostalgic and sentimental and want to go back to previous years because the current year is just never as good. right?

dear all companies, please give us all a week or two holiday break. i really miss having christmas breaks, being able to drive/fly home for a few weeks, and see everyone since everyone was home. christmas has just..lost its touch for me this year i guess. i want to go home and see family, but since we have a pup, if we board him it's like 50+ a night, so at 5 nights that's $250. and then plane tickets are around $500 roundtrip per person now, so we'd have to come up with a thousand bucks. and then we don't even know how j's body/head/etc will react to flying and the change in altitude and i don't really want to chance it. and, well, that's $1250 that i do not have. but driving is SO tiring, especially when you're the only one driving, and you have a husband and a dog in the car, neither of which will be feeling well i'm sure. it's just like..more added stress on top of everything i'm already stressed about..and i'm not a stressed person! until this year, i was never really stressed about anything in my life..not even law school finals, not even graduation...

dear lottery gods, if i enter a lottery could you please let me win? i wonder if i'm the only one who feels so poor and stressed after marriage. is this something everyone feels? i used to have money to be able to travel, to do fun stuff, to buy nice gifts for everyone, to throw parties. and now..i don't, at all. now i just have more debt, more bills, more worries, more stress.

1 comment:

  1. I would LOVE to win the lottery as well! Sadly, I'm sure it won't happen!